Are you substantially experiencing 1) "spiritual voyage intellectually," or 2)"intellectual voyage spiritually" in the sphere of my spirituality?
It goes without saying that it is a holy privilege of yours to experience those ones as my disciple for the rest of your life. What you really need to intellectually comprehend is that you have such privilege to do so until I finish using my human body here on earth.
I'd like you to use full energy you have in order to use my body "yourself" for the sake of reaching the absolute truth in the future.
No precisionism is necessary for you. Desideratum as my disciple is "to live in my spirituality in your 24 yours every day" for the sake of the realization of transubstantiation until I finish using my body here on earth.